Sunday, February 04, 2007

Octavio

My aquatic roommate is displeased. He burrows against the rocks lately. Away from the books. No longer playful when I wake up early for work or come home late from everywhere. Then again, he's terribly temperamental. I ought to know better. Sometimes I forget to check. Dust what little I have up there. Make things tidy. Inspect. I’ve been wanting to buy a plastic sailboat or plant to place in the bowl for privacy, but I can never find one real enough. Octavio deserves it - authenticy, especially when so close to Emily. He's just too fussy. Enjoys space. Playmates would be nice. Sadly, he's a loner in the way I can’t understand. The entire library is enough. Once we moved out because it was necessary. I sent him off with an uncle. He turned lily white and ate less than usual. When it was safe again, I set up his quarters. A rose-poppy glow reappeared as he chased his tale. Not today. Peeved is his mood. I can tell. He faces my picture instead of my direction and still nothing. Too proud to need me. It’s time I start paying more attention to what’s on my shelf. Visit some old friends. Do a little reading. See about Octavio.


10 comments:

  1. Anonymous8/2/07 09:49

    I'm sure Octavio can conduct an underwater symphony the likes of which make the oceans sway in harmonious glee. He's a good fish, loyal, talented & unnerved by the trivialities of life. De vera!

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  2. I guess I have a lot to learn from my dear Octavio. Pues claro que si.

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  3. By the way, ever read "My Life with the Wave" by Octavio Paz? You must! Es divino!

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  4. Anonymous9/2/07 07:39

    Did you name your fish after Octavio Paz? I've read some of his stuff but not "My Life with the Wave". Although I know it's one of his most relevant poems... I shall indulge... It is after all about the turbulent relationship between man & ocean...err...woman

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  5. Yes because my fish is special. I have the Spanish & English versions in "Eagle or Sun?," so you're welcome to check it out. Octavio is so generous... both of them are!

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  6. Anonymous9/2/07 21:20

    Please do not use any detergent or soap when cleaning the bowl. Thank you. Love, Octavio

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  7. Anonymous10/2/07 09:01

    Motion is the only tool we have to measure time, but the most important and unseen variable between Motion and time is the observer. Octavio has been observing the same thing. Motion has ceased...He needs to observe new things. And when we talk revisit, that usually gets intertwined with rearrange. So revisit the shelf, rearrange the shelf, change the bowl and let him observe again for the first time. And this way you'll see and discover new things yourself.

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  8. You see, I'm with you, but Octavio likes where he is. So I'll have to make the journey back to him. Worth it, I think.

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  9. awe, poor little Octavio. yes, he needs more of you.

    Did you take that pic with your new phone?

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  10. Yes, I caved in and used the stupid camera phone... after taking way too long to figure it out.

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